Sunday, August 31, 2008

Awesome Evening!

Bismillah..

Today I went to Southbank.In fact,today,most of the Brisbanites went to the SouthBank.

This is the image of so many people in Guyatt Park City Cat Terminal,packed like mackerels in a small tin.All trying to go to southBank.Hurm...Something really big must be going on..


And this is also the image of so many people packed like mackerels in a small tin.But at a different place,Regatta,the next stop.


then finally,SouthBank we landed.HoorayyyYY.


People were everywhere.People on your right,people on your left.People people people.


Eh look.There's people over there also.Then where to sit and find good spot???


Haiya..Nevermind then.We just stand ok?...Ok lor.Cannot do anything about it anymore.
So we waited.







And waited..................dusk.................











And waited....................sunset..........












Night already!



People started to get bored.And of course,the usual missing kids drama once in a while.







and then,we heard the countdown.


10..

9..

8..

7..

6..

5..

4..

3..


2..


1..













OoooooooooooooooooooooOoooo!!!.So beautiful can!!!!!!.I almost cry at the firework show.The pictures I took did not do them justice.They looked 100000000x better in real life.What with the choreographed songs that goes along with them and all.Spectacular and amazing and so awesome!.It worth the wait I tell you..

Me daydreaming."ooooooo,lawanye firework tadi....."



Alright.The show has ended.Time to go home.

Bye-bye Mr Policemen.

Right guys.That's all.Wishing you guys an awesome evening as well!

~toodles!

Friday, August 29, 2008

bloody thursday.

Bismillah..

It is bloody because it is.................

the day I got my period!!heheheheh.

I had an ECON1020 exam at 8pm today and I could not properly study for nearly the whole day because of the totally horrible anguish and pain I received from the period cramps.
Sakit sangat sangat sangat ok!.I cried in the library because of the killing pain. I believe I could almost collapse because of it.

Collapse I say?I gotta be exaggerating you think?

Well,ladies and gents,

fyi,I did collapse because of period pain back in my school years.I still remember the day.It was when we were practicing choir and that day I had the most wonderful and marvelous period pain.I remembered seeing the world spins and then poof!

things when black and i could not remember anything anymore.


Notice the picture above?know what that is?
Eat two tablets of its content and Najlaa would be a very happy girl in 20 minutes.

Now,A question I would like to give,

Where can you find a guy who is willing to:

1)Without any hesitation goes to the pharmacy for you when he sees you dying(hahahaha) in pain
2)Ask the pharmacist( braving the embarrassment!!) about the most effective medicine for period pain and bought it
3)Went looking for something to fill your tummy before giving you the medicine

and to top it all,would not tell you the amount of the his total spending so that you do not have to return the money back!



aha!
I know the answer already!I found the guy!

Thank you arigato Mr. Savior of The Day...=)..May Allah Bless You.Ameen.


~toodles!!

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Tuesday Blues.

Bismillah..

it is a crappy day today.
crappy.
crappy.
CrApPy.
cRaPPy.
crApPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HIaRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrGGGGGGGGGGggggggggggggggggggHHHhhhHHhh!

nasibla kau comel Gordon.

So,to make it uncrappy,I looked through my old pictures.Miss the things in the pictures can?To be more specific,I miss my house.Who does not right?I regret not taking more pictures of the house and its content.All that is left is the incomplete edition of the part of the house here and there.


outside.left.That's daddy btw preparing for our BBQ ritual.

front.
place not often used 1.Though,I like to sit there out of the blue sometimes doing my homework instead of in the usual study room.
and this pic?entah.terasa saje gatal mahu letak.

place not often used 2.

haziq's lepak space.If its school days,the place will be like this



see that small table?that's mommy's port pulak.Her laptop and orang tua glasses.heheh.


and this bed of Haziq.reckon he had start sleeping on his own?That bed is enticing enough for me.
Dry kitchen.Dangerous place for the faint hearted.
Haha.My bahtroom/toilet.I miss this place as well ok!

See,I do not have all the pictures of the rooms taken!I do not have:

  • My Parents' room
  • Study Room which is now already converted to Haziq's Bedroom(which i reckon never used by him.Hahaha)
  • That blue Jack of All Trade Bedroom.(Haziq's Closet,Mommy's Closet,Bedsheets stroring place,Ironing place.)
  • Awa's Purple room.
  • The peach colored Bedroom
  • Pink Bathroom
  • Blue Bathroom
  • Mommy and daddy's room's bathroom
  • Wet Kitchen
  • Proper outside view.With the pond and All.
Oh! I know now!.Awa,I assign this honorable task of getting those pictures for me.Mommy,you can help her too if you want.Hehehe.Thank you.I love you.MuahMuah.


Alright.I feel ok now.Still a bit surly,but a bit better.


p/s:I am so excited about todays election result.Please,make it 10pm quick!.

~toodles!!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

When I was Small.

Bismillah...

When I was around 9 or 10,I always wondered why I was so different from my sisters and cousins.Well to be precise,so different from Akak,awa,Kak Chah and Fatim and Minnie.They look so Chinese while I,I look like me.They have fair skins.Not me.They have small eyes.Not me.They do not have eyelids.Not me.And to make things worse,we were always comparing how Chinese we are with each other.As usual,I will be the one without anything.I will feel sad and often asked why was I so different from them.Why had the Chinese genes skipped on me totally.And I think,I became shy and quiet around them as I grew up later because of it.Often,I felt isolated from the herd. Every now and then,people from outside the family would even mention how "distinct" I am compared to my sisters.That will make my heart crack a little.I also remembered the time when we went to Singapore to visit Ah Po and Ah Kong and other relatives.I was the only one that looked not a bit Chinese.No need to tell how I feel,you could have guessed already.Hehe.

But of course,I never mentioned those things above to my family members.Come to think of it,being a middle child,is that just part of middle-child-syndrome's stupid thoughts and antics??




*****intermission*****
Walawey!That Cuban Tae-Kwan-Do dude just kicked a referee.Drama can??!
**end of intermission**

After much analyzing,I guess most of the attention seeking things that occurred to me during my high-school and college years was a bit influenced from my childhood..Not that I said my childhood was a bad one.It was goOood.(I even had a custom made birthday card when I was 8 ok!See how much my parents love me?=P).

Back in those days,I had a lot of "relationships' with dudes.Maybe because,the pleased/wanted/flattered/it's ok you do not look Chinese but you are still cute(perasan boleh) feelings emerged when I was around them.Anna,Khai,Qila,Hanan,I believe you guys could verify that.LOL.

As for now?Well,Sometimes I have that kind of feelings but not as often.Hahaha.

I am comfortable with myself

(though still not so happy with the current weight)

and with the people around me.Of course there are still a lot of improvements need to be done with me here and there but the bottom line is,I am ok with myself already.Chinese looking or not.

Besides,since Haziq arrived,people had been saying that both of us look very much alike.Now i have someone that I can compare with.Siapa lagi gelap,or mata sape lagi besar or siapa yang waktu kecil nangis lompat2 lg best or hidung siapa lagi kembang.

Me and Adek.Any similarities?



And I have been learning to apply the concept of "there is a hikmah behind everything".And that helped a lot.

And I also had been blessed with so many true and good friends.That also helped a lot.

Well,that's all folks!!!!And please do not take serious of the crap I wrote above.Hahaha.

Have a nice day and

~toodles!!

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

XoxOXXooXo

Bismillah....


Me:Which part of you is deformed now Najlaa dear?
Me:Shhhhh!!It is a secret.



well people,hope you have a better day than me!



~toodles!!!!

Super - cali - fragilistic - expi - a - lidocious!!

Bismillah..

Well,I have been saying that a lot lately.Why oh why do i love musicals so much??

I thought I like Hindustan because of



well...


Hindustan lah kan.

But no.I also LIke

  • Aladdin,
  • Beauty and The Beast,
  • Snow White,
  • Sound of Music,
  • Sweeney Todd,
  • MOULIN ROUGE!!!
  • Mary Poppin,
  • Charlie and the Chocolate Factory,
  • Grease.
  • The Jungle Book,
  • Mary Poppin,
  • Mary Poppin,
  • Have I mention Marry Poppin?
Have been watching MaryPoppin for hundreds of time lately.I even let the movie plays on the background while doing my work.Hah!I also have been teaching people the word Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious too.

Here is one of a plethora of my favorite songs from MaryPoppin:

"Wanted: A Nanny for Two Adorable Children"

If you want this choice position
Have a cheery disposition

Rosy cheeks no warts

Play games, all sorts

You must be kind

You must witty

Very sweet and fairly pretty

Take us on outings

Give us treats

Sing songs, bring sweets

Never be cross or cruel

Never give us castor oil or gruel

Love us as a son and daughter

And never smell of barley water

If you won't scold and dominate us

We will never give you cause to hate us

We won't hide your spectacles

So you can't see

Put toads in your bed

Or pepper in your tea

Hurry nanny


Many thanks

Sincerely,

Jane and Michael Banks


Although I usually hate people posting song lyrics in their blog.Well,I hate people that only post song lyrics in their blog without blogging about anything.So,it is still ok to post lyric like this.Heheh.


Come,ask me about this song and I will sing it for you.
Not as good as them tho.




~toodles!!

Saturday, August 16, 2008

copied nibble by nibble from ANNA.

Bismillah..

Okay here's how it goes:

Leave a comment here and i'll,

1. Tell you why I befriended you.
2. Associate you with a song / movie.
3. Tell a random fact about you.
4. Tell a first memory about you.
5. Associate you with an animal / fruit.
6. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7. In return, you must post this in your own blog.

this sound, childish... but who cares?

On another note,I better write this down,In case I ever forget about them again.Thanks Anna,Hanan and Daus.

-Ms Lee Lian Toh
-Ms Chong
-Ms Chin
-Ms Esther
-Mr Mahesh
-Mr SelvaKumar
-Ms Has
-(xxxxxxx..)->please fill in one another blank.!!!,come on,dig deeper Najlaa!!
**update**
-Mr Suhaizal
-Ms Pang



p/s:
finish my heavyweight assignment.So happy!!!.But totally oblivious that there's another one to be submitted next monday.(thank god,course mates mengingatkan)....haish,i tot this weekend will be my gateaway weekend.

p/p/s: Good Luck CW!! One dude was so amazed at my do.not. care.about.the.Olympic state.
So here I am wishing Good Luck to Chong Wei for next Sunday.Do not forget to watch people...10.48pm Aussie time!..

I think after this semua nak kahwin dengan Chong Wei kalau dia menang sebab dia dah jd jutawan.

So,ok la,want to show I care about Olympic a bit.



~toodles!!!!!


Friday, August 15, 2008

Darren The Menace

Bismillah...

Of all of my college friends.I think Darren is the nicest.He makes it a point to keep in touch every once in a while.MSn nudge in the middle of the night?

Haha.

I know it will be Darren.

I still have no idea why you want to call yourself Darren the Menace because you are so totally my goody goody two shoes boy.(well,saying that you have started clubbing is not a wee bit justifiable ok!).

I also like "gossiping" with you.When you start,you are worse than a girl.But thanks to you as well,I hear a lot of juicy stories.Hehehe....

Alright,enough about Darren the awakeningDragon ,whatever it is.

well,I do miss our physics class and lab you know Darren.

Moving on,I have this one programming assignment that keeps giving me nightmare(literally!) in my sleep.Now I understand it when Jun's good friend had been telling me about how Jun is having many sleepless nights lately.Haha.

*but he had already finished the bit yesterday.I had done 90% of mine.Need a bit more tweaking here and there and that is it hopefully*

I did not sleep yesterday.I did not even have a wink.I slept at a very late 10 a.m the next day.Heheh.My internal clock is so broken.

oopsie.I see one of my besties online.Wanna buzz her!

~toodles!!

Thursday, August 14, 2008

speechless?

Bismillah..

It is already 2.42 am.

I want to sleep but I can not.I have One very important thing to do.My heart will not rest until I finish this one thing.But the problem is this one last part is very challenging.I have done the other three.just this final one.

I desperately want to sleep.

Ya Allah,
Ya Rahim,
Ya Latif,
Ya Qawiy,
Bantulah saya ya Allah.Tiada lain yang saya ingat melainkan kau ya Allah.
Ya Allah,
I feel you around right now Ya Allah,
It gives me the chill Ya Allah,
It makes me want to cry to you ya Allah,
Syukran ya Allah,
Syukran sebab temankan saya ya Allah,
Syukran temankan saya siang dan malam ya Allah,
Syukran sebab sayangkan saya ya Allah,
Walaupun saya tahu,
saya sangat hina ya Allah,
sangat sangat sangat sangat sangat hina dan rendah ya Allah,

Allah,
Allah,
Allah,

Syukran kerana cukup dgn namaMu,hati saya jadi tenang ya Allah.
Syukran sebab bagitahu saya,jantung saya bukan berbunyi LUB-DUB,
tetapi berbunyi RABB RABB,bunyiMu ya Allah.





I want to write a very very long post.Well,that was what I intended to do before.But not anymore.

Later maybe.

p/s: pernah tak kadang2,terasa rindu yg amat sangat-sangat dengan sesuatu?saya rasa rindu sangat-sangat dengan "sesuatu" itu sekarang.

p/p/s:saya bukanlah ahli "keluarga" ataupon apa2 ahli.Tapi x semestinya kene jadi ahli "ape2" je baru boleh meluahkan perasasaan batin kan kan?


~toodles!

Monday, August 11, 2008

Red Mug

Bismillah..

"You can make a bit of your code section private so that only you can have access to it."..He said.

"That way,the public may not know what is happening internally,etc etc....."..he droned

on


and on


and on....


then something caught our ears!!


"you can fiddle with your private parts,


...........(put some lecture worthy material here).."

That was when one of us clapped his hands followed by the rest.


Hahahaha!
Nasibla it is a small lecture.


~toodles!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Somebody is laundrying in the toilet again..

Bismillah..

And it will take a while...*SIGH*...



And I desperately want to pee...*SIGH*..*SIGH*...


And I want to have a shower so that I can officially start my "night-activities"...*SIGH*...*SIGH*..SIGH...


I like to avoid saying the word "study" because I am sick of it.Haha.

I got tagged.This time I decided that I wanted to do it.

*Sorry fellow taggers who tagged me before.Sorry for blatantly ignoring your tag.*

Question 1: What were you doing 5 years ago?

let me see.Now:2008.5 years ago:2008-5 = 2003.Ooo,PMR days.So basically slaughtering my self,preparing for PMR?


Question 2: What were the 5 things on your to do list today?

  • Lecture at 12.oopm
  • Study C++ so that I can do my COMP2304 assignment.
  • Campus Lodge
  • Have shower.
  • Continue C++ after shower.


owh,what a dull and boring day today.



Question 3: What are 5 snacks that you enjoy(atm boley)?

okay.I enjoy


biskut gula.I was very suprised when I found out that they have biskut gula here.Sangatla best okie.Biskut gula invokes childhood memories.When I was in primary,the school sometimes provided us with biskut gula during evening tea.And tea session during primary was always fun.Biskut gula=best!



cookies.especially Mrs Field's one.It is below MYER centre.Subway's one is good as well. I enjoy jalan2 while eating cookies.


and this stuff.shedap.



and last but not least,it is not a snack maybe,but I enjoy making it.My own chocolate drink.Heheh.

sorry I only enjoy this four at the moment .

I have another addiction as well.But that is not a snack.


Question 4: What are 5 things that you would do if you were a billionaire?

1.Agensi menguruskan badan yang reliable.lol.And send all my family members(including me) there.Then,we will be a one HOT,sizzling family.Hohohoho.And of course follow up by a personal trainer each.

2.Stop studying.Change my major to something that I really like..Art?Journalism?Photography?Language?Theology?Cultural Anthropology? or maybe something like what Robert Langdon is an expert at.

3.Travel the world.Bring my family to travel the world with me.After that,I travel the world for the second time.This time with my friends.All expenses paid.All pocket money given.

4.Give adek all the toys that he constantly whines about.Shower him with toys until he get sick of them and starts to have a toy-fear syndrome.And after that he can focus on another thing,like his study.hahaha.Well,you do not have to study to get rich since your sister is one.But you have to study for other reasons.eg:self improvement,to fulfill your life,yak yak yak..

And also buy mommy all the Guess's handbags available.
And also stop daddy from working and let the family migrate to Mecca.(that is his wish apparently).But that is of course after no.1.

5.Pay all the monetary debt of my family,
OneSecretFamily,Nenek's,Maklong's Family,Pakngah's Family,PakLang's Family,Pak Anjang's Family,Ucu's Family,Cik No's Family,PakLong Jiboi's Family,Paklong Jiboi's sons' and daughters' family,Ah Po's,Ah Kong's,All my uncles and aunts in Singapore's family and Mak's Family.

do not asked me or question me about number five.I just feel like doing it.No matter how some of you may feel that some of the them do not deserve the good deed.

haha.I like daydreaming. Daydreaming is FUNNNN!!!!...
I think all the list above (except No. 5) is not a matter of being a Billionaire or not.No. 1-4 is achievable.

But when I put myself in a billionaire's shoes is when I started to think about it.

5: What are 5 jobs you’ve had?

ooo.tricky one this last question is.

Work,work,lemme thing.

1.Pengutip batu di halaman rumah.Dad paid $1 for a bagful of stones collected.
2.Work with dad at HUB.Receptionist,coffee-girl,attend boring meeting like this


an actual meeting I attended during my summer break early this year.


3.what number 3?

4.what number 4?

5.what number 5?




~toodles!!


Monday, August 4, 2008

Bismillah..

It is getting better each day I see..

I woke up at 620 am today.40 minutes of improvement.My body clock has started to tune up.I am mighty glad Alhamdulillah.Well,considering I slept at 2 am last night.


I feel very much like old people already.Getting up early,I mean.As far as I know,only my dad wakes up before subuh.And he is "old".Heheh.

Things to do to summarize what I am going to do this week,by chronological order:

1.Assignment 1 MATH2010 due today. ..DONE!

-can you believe it that I always forget the due date of my assignments.There was this one time where I have done the work wayyyy before the due date but I totally forgot to submit it.

2.Finish the never ending ELEC2004 Study Guide 3 Mandatory Questions...DONE!

3.Assignment 1 COMP2304 is already out.Take a look.Practice C++.

4.Stop neglecting ECON1020.Seriously.
-come to this week's contact.
-do not miss your tutorials.
I have a very good reason for missing last week's tute ok.I simply got lost.Who knows that Room125 of the Collin Clarke Building is so cleverly hidden?????

5.Assignment 2 MATH2010 is also already out.Take a look.


Alright.I am done!Going to my 8am lecture in 20 minutes!.



~toodles!!

Friday, August 1, 2008

walawey,August oredy!

Bismillah..

1 August is today.

how time flies.

Today is Friday.I think I have a very happy week 2 ending of my second semester's university life.I laughed a lot with friends at my ELEC2004 tutorial today.Actually,I kind of like it,being the only "flower" among the "bees".HAHAHA!.

So gedik I know.But well,I can not help it.

I see that I have been doing my assignments questions (it is 100++ questions to be submitted before mid semester you know.And the questions are not simple ones okie.) far quicker than others.
I guessed I freaked out a bit and started doing things with ultra speed. But seeing how others are going,I say should I relax a little?

I bought a C++ For Dummies book.Yeah,I know.I bought a C For Dummy before.Ain't it the same?Na ah.It is not.Anyhoo,I really like the 'For Dummies collection".They really teach you everything from scratch.A to Z. *That's the way I like it..That's the way I like it..*(insert Ben Lee's Tune)

and suprise !!,one of the cashier at UQ Bookshop is my college mate.hahahaha.

Received a "hari ini dalam sejarah" SMS from daddy.to me it is a bit funny.But my other 2 sisters disagree.Well,maybe it is not that funny.

The sms content?want to know?

well,it went like this(wait lemme check my mobile..........) :

salam-aziq cipta hari ini dalam sejarah.uz.mahaya call ibu dia blanja sakan kat skolah.dia bwa rm50 blanja rakan2.dia ngaku amik wit ibu,eeeeeebat kan berita gempak.

That is exactly what my father wrote.Well,fyi,that is his sms-ing style.Quite hard to decipher kan?.I do not know.To me it is.It still takes me few minutes to understand his smses.Sumtimes I would even asked him to rephrase his smses because I did not get what he was trying to say.Hahahahaha.

and just fyi again,I am always considered the slowest in the family.My daddy even has a special name for me."Fluorescent Tube".I tell you why later la okie.

I smiled when I first read the message.After sms-ing my sisters,they said that it is not funny.It is actually tak senonoh.When I read the sms,what appeared on my head is the scene of a cute 7 year old happily buying ice cream/jajan.And,like the quote from Dunia Baru-"sharing is loving",so he treat his friends as well.Is something wrong with me?Had I been blinded by my love to this boy??

Well,I see what he did as an innocent act of a seven year old.Maybe he really just wanted to treat his friends.

does mengaku amek duwet mommy = mencuri??

Maybe he did not know that taking mommy's money is considered stealing.

I even felt sorry for him when I knew that he got caned by his teacher and later being reprimanded by my parents.I know he would run to me if I were there.

Anyway adek,hope you learn your lesson.!!...


toodles!
(woke up at 7 today!yay!)